Articulate, not complain
So, as I've tried to write draft after draft to post here, I realized I missed another month. While I tried to collect my thoughts and articulate what I felt, I realized that one of my stumbling blocks to completing my posts is that I could not find anything positive in them. They all sounded like complaining. And I know from my years of working as a customer service representative that no one really wants to hear someone else complain.
In other words, I need to find myself in a better situation to turn my complaints into something positive. I guess I have some work ahead of me.