Is it right to pursue happiness?
I took part in a local photoshoot last week. I was quite proud of myself. I walked into a location where I knew no one and at the end of the shoot, had made several new friends. Or rather, they made me a friend of theirs, as I felt like I joined a circle of people who get along and have a similar sense of humor.
There were certainly moments of fun and hilarity that I hadn't realized I'd been missing as I focused on making myself into something I want to be, a full time professional photographer. As of right now, I am indeed a professional, but I have lulls where I have no work to speak of. In that focused mindset, I realized I'd forgotten how to laugh. To take joy in silliness that occurs when people interact.
I had forgotten how to have fun. Now, there's no denying that I've had to change my lifestyle to match my diminished budget, but I realize now that I hadn't budgeted anything for fun. And I guess I've been getting dull.
So, I began to wonder if the reason I've gotten less invitations was due to my lack of funds or my becoming so self absorbed that I was no longer interesting to invite. After some thought, I'm leaning towards the latter. I talk about nothing besides photography and my goals to get to where I want to be.
With that realization, I have to admit I'm at a loss on how to correct it. I know that this is my passion, and I've given up opportunities of a more comfortable lifestyle to pursue this passion. I thought sacrifice to achieve one's goals was a worthy endeavor. Have I been misinformed? Am I wrong to pursue my happiness?
It's such a core tenet of our society. But, is it right to pursue happiness? A pretty tough call to make. I think I'm going to need more time to think this one over.
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